2005-08-26 @ 10:51 p.m.....

i think i could cry for days on end. quite literally, tears spilling from my lids.

this was supposed to be my guard-down journal, but my guard is always up. forever on the up and u p.

see how i started out all philosophical and ended in a pile of musH? that is my life in a nutshell. i used to be a deep kid. now i'm just a disturbed adult. with too much weighing on my mind and a heart half full.

fuckin sucks.

what had happened was.... ~ ....what comes next?