2004-09-10 @ 10:18 a.m.....

i'm here.

i am here.

i'm still here....

i want to have a place where i can get it all out. all the things i can't write in my now-popular diary.

fame~ it really is a curse.

i found myself censoring.... myself. pandering to the public. telling yesterday's news.

i never wanted to do that. it was supposed to be about me. for me, by me....

but somehow the allure of being read into by complete strangers won me over. and i found myself writing for an audience.

so here i am.

i'm still here.

what had happened was.... ~ ....what comes next?