-2005-10-26 @ 3:24 p.m..... i went and breathed in the air of my namesake, my homeland, my heartache and it felt good. one thing that surfaced as a result: do you know how very selfish i can be when it comes to meeting people?? i even reserve the right to NOT tell people my name. because what is the point? they won't hear it, understand it, feel it anyway.... so much pain and memory wrapped up in the fabric of my being. my name. and yet, i reserve the right to keep that to myself. to not even give a person a chance to call me by my name. hm. there was more to this, but i can't get it out. back to my old ways again....
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