what am i gonna do?2006-02-13 @ 10:58 a.m..... here's my concerns: how do i know that you aren't just on a rebound? that i'm just an escape from your everyday reality? that i'm just a distraction from yourself? how do i know that this won't be just the break you needed in order to reaffirm your relationship with her? how do i know? you still have your stuff, your dog at the house you shared. the house you bought together. i know for a fact you all were still together in december. so how do i know? you obviously walked away, that much is clear. but dropping everything isn't the same as taking you with you. how do i know? and along the lines of.... work. how do i know that it won't turn out the same for us? that rumors will fly and seeds will be planted that will take root and drive us from each other. how do i know? i don't want to be talked about at work. i don't want to be the girl who stole you away. i don't want drama. how do i know? when she walks by us she doesn't get hurt every single time? am i a homewrecker? how should i know?
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