2004-09-24 @ 11:22 a.m.....

every night i fall asleep with the most perfect beginning to a story/book/novel/screenplay.... something.... in my head. and i think to myself, because it's happened before and because i've forgotten before, hey, don't forget this one! write it down or something! but i never do. i never learn. dammit i'm pissed.

last night it was something so....

poignant.

i know that much. but where did it go? will i ever remember?? why didn't i write something down?

i'll tell you why - because i thought it was great enough to surpass my own limited memory banks, that it was SO true and SO well-thought, that i would never forget it.

but i did.

i thought that's what this place was for - to always remember what might be forgotten.

but even when i try to update, i am overcome by the blankness of this entry form.

what had happened was.... ~ ....what comes next?