2004-11-18 @ 1:48 p.m.....

so i told myself, what i need to do is seek someone else like him, have more male role models/friends in my life. i've been working on one that i met a couple weeks ago. we established we both like to chill, have a good time, but we're not attracted to each other, so it's cool. then there is another one i'm working on who i met thru Friendster (i know, right, hella random). well hopefully i'll actually "meet" him tonight - he's throwing a clothing drive and.... well i certainly have enough clothes to give. he's cute, but i'm actually more interested in knowing about him and being friends with him too. i'm so on this friends tip. when i set my mind to something, i get it done gotdammit!

what had happened was.... ~ ....what comes next?