2004-12-06 @ 3:46 p.m.....

my horrorscope is scaring the crap outta me:

Quickie:
Even the blackest clouds will clear. But sometimes it takes longer than you want. i've been saying all day long how i'm in a complete fog about the whole situation with A---. that i can't pinpoint, identify, or define my feelings. i just know that i'm enjoying them for right now.

Overview:
Someone with a wonderful accent will take up more of your time than you'd planned on giving up -- but you won't mind a bit. Forget about keeping to your schedule. You've got more important things to do. he does have a wonderful accent. and last night he had me laughing soooo hard when he changed it up and mimicked other countries' accents. how funny is that? that this is the horoscope for today???>

Extended:

There's nothing more dangerous than assuming that you know everything. If you listen carefully, someone's forthright manner is liable to stop you in your tracks -- but not in the way you expected. When was the last time you were as sure as the person who's now trying to convince you of something? The only conclusion you'll probably come to is that maybe this business isn't settled after all. Keep an open mind tonight. wow. basically, what i've already been saying is that i don't know, but that i do know my history, so it makes me think that i actually DO know what i don't really know.... this one here, this one really gets to me. in innumerable ways.

basically. um. that's on point, right?

is it really or is it me interpreting it the way i am that is so on point????

A-- just called to say hi, i told him how i'd been answering the phone all day thinking it was him.... but had to do work. and he said, but you were hoping it was me, right? and i said, always. without even thinking.

he said that was the first sweet thing i'd ever said to him. not true, but i am reticent when it comes to sweet talk. i'm just so, anti-fluff.

what's also funny, is, we're the same sign. a little scary too, given my history with aquarian men.... part of that sordid history.... crazy asses. we are all crazy, but aquarian men in particular.... and he and i have so much in common too? it's crazy. a crazy combo. i don't know if it makes for sparks or flame or smoke or what, but it could be spontaneously combustible.

also, funny that these horoscopes would apply to him as well, being as how we are the same sign.... but that they mean totally different things.........

what had happened was.... ~ ....what comes next?