2004-12-27 @ 4:45 p.m.....

i really don't know.

i concentrate so hard on one thing, and everything else falls by the wayside.

i'm no longer entertaining offers.

yet, ....

why can't i commit?

what is it about, declaring one thing as my own, that scares me?

i feel like life is a series of choices, with each choice you make, the narrower your path becomes.

and i hate eliminating options.

what had happened was.... ~ ....what comes next?